TUG LIFE ( M/M )
Posted: Mon Apr 02, 2018 9:07 am
OK, more than one "scenario" are "scenaris" but that's less catchy...
Doing my usual free-ride thinking under the shower this morning, I found the way to present some of my drawings in a fun and simple way, plus that will help you guys understanding some of the less than clear comments I sometime make
See that as the natural evolution of my childhood many uncertainties and confusions : when you feel like the world is a threatening place because you don't understand yourself - can't, you're just a kid and the TV doesn't show boys with boys yet because it's the 1980s and 1990s - you vent that by very aggressive fantasies including others around you.
So the worst and the more helpless you feel, the harder the scenes you draw. But you're a kid and you lack imagination so that resumes in shadowy manly figures tying up kids ( then ) or late teens and twentysomethings ( now ). For what its worth: I'm in a 15+ years-long relationship with a now 52 yo man and my fantasy nirvana is Nev from MTV's "catfish" so don't go thinking I'm worst than what I show
Anyway, there's loads of self-justifications and explanations on my DA page ( one shrink said to me that i was " denying orifice" but "very self-conscious", but wether you buy those rationalisations or not is up to you )
link here: https://lk3869.deviantart.com/
or on my blog in french ( with a 388 pages book I'm still trying to get published ( 2 "nos" yet, 5 potential "yes" pending... ) Book's in pdf and free to download, I need feedbacks so that i can decide to stick to drawing or not, so french speakers are welcome. There's tugs, hunting and violence mysticism, an IA and fun pseudo-scientific desperate views on the world. With a playlist to serve as "film music" and weirds pics to illustrate chapters. Even wrote a makeshift "streetrap" with frightening lyrics and a BSG score sample...
here: https://lk3869.blogspot.fr/
Also have another "PG" DA page, I'll post a long running spaceboys SF story there, working on it... It's a mess right now but anyway, maube you'll like Trump standing on a pile of corpses or bonobos fuc...g : https://nicelk.deviantart.com/
( sorry for huge self-promoting here, not subtle but once it's done I can shut up and post )
Back to topic:
No real sex to be "feared" here but "playing" with danger, feeding on other's fear and humiliation. And of course bondage and gags 'cause grown boys make the most exciting game but they're quite lively and mouthy
If you go by finding danger sexy, real dangers, plausible or probable ones are the most exciting. So most of it will be home invasion related, robberies and potential creeps like me breaking into other's intimacy to behave like a creep.
Hence the "serious" and "I'm not joking, you'll feel it" spirit you'll find here. But it somehow remains "sublimed" or "fantasied" violence because real attackers and predators are either less imaginative and stylish or just show less "mercy". Only here can you write such things LoL...
Let's get to it with two pics from DA. ( easy post for me and they'll show you the idea...): Next, we'll venture into net-ordered pot delivery and the dangers of showing yourself on the net
Have some real dayjob work next week, so don't be too impatient
Doing my usual free-ride thinking under the shower this morning, I found the way to present some of my drawings in a fun and simple way, plus that will help you guys understanding some of the less than clear comments I sometime make
See that as the natural evolution of my childhood many uncertainties and confusions : when you feel like the world is a threatening place because you don't understand yourself - can't, you're just a kid and the TV doesn't show boys with boys yet because it's the 1980s and 1990s - you vent that by very aggressive fantasies including others around you.
So the worst and the more helpless you feel, the harder the scenes you draw. But you're a kid and you lack imagination so that resumes in shadowy manly figures tying up kids ( then ) or late teens and twentysomethings ( now ). For what its worth: I'm in a 15+ years-long relationship with a now 52 yo man and my fantasy nirvana is Nev from MTV's "catfish" so don't go thinking I'm worst than what I show
Anyway, there's loads of self-justifications and explanations on my DA page ( one shrink said to me that i was " denying orifice" but "very self-conscious", but wether you buy those rationalisations or not is up to you )
link here: https://lk3869.deviantart.com/
or on my blog in french ( with a 388 pages book I'm still trying to get published ( 2 "nos" yet, 5 potential "yes" pending... ) Book's in pdf and free to download, I need feedbacks so that i can decide to stick to drawing or not, so french speakers are welcome. There's tugs, hunting and violence mysticism, an IA and fun pseudo-scientific desperate views on the world. With a playlist to serve as "film music" and weirds pics to illustrate chapters. Even wrote a makeshift "streetrap" with frightening lyrics and a BSG score sample...
here: https://lk3869.blogspot.fr/
Also have another "PG" DA page, I'll post a long running spaceboys SF story there, working on it... It's a mess right now but anyway, maube you'll like Trump standing on a pile of corpses or bonobos fuc...g : https://nicelk.deviantart.com/
( sorry for huge self-promoting here, not subtle but once it's done I can shut up and post )
Back to topic:
No real sex to be "feared" here but "playing" with danger, feeding on other's fear and humiliation. And of course bondage and gags 'cause grown boys make the most exciting game but they're quite lively and mouthy
If you go by finding danger sexy, real dangers, plausible or probable ones are the most exciting. So most of it will be home invasion related, robberies and potential creeps like me breaking into other's intimacy to behave like a creep.
Hence the "serious" and "I'm not joking, you'll feel it" spirit you'll find here. But it somehow remains "sublimed" or "fantasied" violence because real attackers and predators are either less imaginative and stylish or just show less "mercy". Only here can you write such things LoL...
Let's get to it with two pics from DA. ( easy post for me and they'll show you the idea...): Next, we'll venture into net-ordered pot delivery and the dangers of showing yourself on the net
Have some real dayjob work next week, so don't be too impatient